Torn in two.
It’s moments like this where the old Daryl goes “forget these issues, I’m leaving.”
I don’t do odd shaped, quad sided relationships. This is beyond me.
But in this very moment, there is something I want. Something I know is real.
When should rejecting moral ways ever be praised versus running from how you really feel.
Why is it, that the object of my desire is always destroyed by the ones most nearest to me.
This is why I used to say “away with these horrendous emotions. My happiness is found in things that I can acquire…”
But oh how foolish were those way.
Oh how foolish were those days.
My soul longs to never feel this way. How incredibly foolish it is to give your heart to someone and believe that it’ll be ok.
But how beautiful it is, how wonderful it is to hear them say I love you. That in itself makes this all worthwhile. That in itself is why I’d go through all of this.
No one reads these post. I’m glad, and if you have, you’re an idiot for trying to comprehend what goes on in my head.
This Saturday is the last event of the drift season for me! Gonna be insane! Digging the home court advantage. So come out and watch some sick drifting this Saturday! I have a couple extra tickets. Let me know if you want them!!
#outforblood #cannibalism #drifting @tryhardcompany @clutchmasters @thehoonigans #WEARELIONS #letmileytwerk